Looking Forward

Another year starting.  Of course a time for remembering and looking to the future.   Usually a time of year when it feels like a fresh start.

I find that something has changed this year.  

I think as we go through life we often think of things that we would like to do "someday".  Or places we would like to go "someday".  Or that we will find love, or a better career, or a great place to live -- "someday".

But I'm old now and I realize I'm not thinking in those terms anymore.  I don't think my life is going to change drastically - at least at my instigation, health issues and such could force change upon me - I don't think I'll be travelling anymore or falling in love or accomplishing anything much or really doing anything other than my day to day life as it is.  Not that I'm not enjoying my life.  I just don't think there's time left for new things.