Sunday, July 16, 2017

I am generally very happy living by myself and spending most of my time alone.

Yet I do look forward to getting together with friends (unless it is a large group thing).  But often when I've been with them for a while I find myself longing to get away from them and be on my own again.  I probably don't cover that up as well as I hope I do.

I appreciate that people still deal with me at all.   I must be a real pain in the ass a lot of the time.

It's not intentional.

I drink when I'm out for the evening because:
1) I think it will make me more sociable
2) I'm bored.  (Approach/avoidance -- I want to be with people/I want to be alone.)

It might be better if I stopped drinking.

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